Why do I love Adam Lambert?
Hm.. Their are many reasons.
I've followed him since day 1. Well.. kinda.
I missed the night of the audition's that Adam was on.
My favorite during the audition time was Jason Castro's brother.
I remember searching online for American Idol stuff , There were a lot of blogs about this kid named Adam Lambert.
So I decided " Hey , Since everybody loves him , I'll love him "
Then I remember the first time seeing him.
In hollywood week.
As soon as he opened his mouth , I got chills up & down my spine.
I immediately grabbed my laptop and searched videos on Youtube of him.
From the past , present , etcetc.
I couldn't stop watching these videos.
On February 19th 2009 - I created the first ever fansite for Adam on Youtube called " We Support Adam Lambert "
SADLY - in May youtube closed it down due to copyright.
I have depression , and I've been homeschooled since the 7th grade due to this. Girls who I thought I trusted bullied me emotionally & cyber bullying.
I switched schools , and things didn't go any better.
So my mom put me on home instruction.
This was about March of 2009.
I remember always sleeping all day. and never leaving my bed because I was so depressed.
But the nights that Adam preformed on idol , I had something to be happy about. Something to look forward too.
I'd vote like crazy , and immediately download that night's performance on iTunes or Limewire. I couldn't stop listening to them. My mom would always yell at me for replaying and replaying the songs.
The night that the finale was on , I was so nervous. Because of people thinking Adam was gay ( I always fought people who said he was gay. Deep deep deep down I knew he was , but I wanted to deny it so that maybe he'd date me when I was old enough XD ) . The minute I heard that Kris Allen won , I swear I cried like somebody died. My mom comforted me and my parents were laughing ( good laughing at me ) because I couldn't believe he lost.
I remember the day I bought the Rolling Stone magazine with his face on the cover. Two weeks after Idol -- and here is the runner up on Rolling Stone.
I read the article over and over again , and quoted pretty much everything he said on my twitter , facebook , myspace , youtube , etc.
My parents surprised me with American Idols Live Tour for Newark NJ on the last night , 8/9/09.
I couldn't believe I was going to see Adam.
In person.
In the same room.
I remember as soon as he came on , I was crying.
I couldn't contain myself , I was literally shaking.
Me and my mom left right after Adam was on because we heard that if you wait outside near their tour buses , the idols come out & sign autographs. We waited outside for two hours - but sadly.. Adam didn't come outside. I was so dissapointed.
I bought his CD "For Your Entertainment" the day it got out.
It was on replay on my iTunes , non stop.
The AMA performance didn't make me stop liking him , it made me like him even MORE.
I won tickets in February of 2010 to go see the Kradison concert ( Ryans rock my town ) And I couldn't believe it. At all.
I was going to be close to Adam because this was at a tiny venue.
Me and my mom waited outside on line for 6 hours on February 12th 2010 , and I met my best friend Ashley while waiting online.
In June , I got the Glamnation tickets , and I was front row.
I could go on and on about how much I love him.
But the main reason why I'm a fan?
Adam is different. His voice gives you the chills , and even if you don't like him - everybody admits he's talented. Rarely the runner ups on Idol are even heard from a year later. Or in most cases , the winners.
Adam isn't afraid to be himself - he does what he loves , and he doesn't care if he's making out with Tommy on stage. He likes it , and the fans LOVE it. He inspires me to be myself , to not care of what anybody thinks. Inspires me to go for my dream , not just sit and wait for something to happen. You have to go and DO something if you want it to happen.
Adam was a big part of my recovery through my depression. His music would always soothe me , and make me feel comfortable. He sings about life , love , partying , breakups , makeups , & heartache. His songs are powerful , meaningful , and deep. Everybody no matter what age , gender , sexuality , or race can relate to each and every one of his songs.
If I ever met Adam , I would say thank you. Thank you for being YOU.
oh my god! it was one of the best nights of my life! he was letting everyone touching him! what a sexy , sexual hot preformance (: he was the best. i left right after he was on. he was on for a good two hours. he sang every song except for aftermath. when he sang fever , he grabbed tommy's hair! i was so close to touching him. it was so amazing.