A note to myself: Must remember I don't fit in anywhere.

I made the mistake of trying to be a part of a group recently, and was reminded yet again that I don't quite fit in with any group or organization. Not at my son's school, nor at my favorite writing site, nor on this site. There's still that feeling of wanting to be a part of things I'm involved in, but I must be satisfied with doing my own thing. I'm tired of getting that same look anytime I let people see who I am. They see I'm different and give me that "what, are you some kind of alien" look. Yes, I'm creative. Yes, I'm a writer and can craft wonderfully real stories. Yes, I can draw above average. Anything creative, I'm pretty good at. Doesn't make me some kind of alien outcast. Just a skilled trail-blazer. *sigh* I'm grateful my husband and son understand me and never give me that look. Bless them. I will continue being creative, despite this feeling of wanting to fit in. Maybe that's why I relate to Adam so well. Very creative, but not fitting in with anyone else, and doing my own thang. Lol. Keep moving forward.