Adam did something to me!
I srsly dont knw what has come over me and all these mixed emotions are getting 2 me, so i really just needed to express my feelings by writing it all out..
p.s its a ruff note, & i knw i prolly have tons of errors but w.e it was only done 2 express my feelings and i feel so much more relieved now. 
Alright, this is gona sound complicated but im sure you can keep up...
I really just need to express my feelings
And let this soul at peace...
Even today I couldn’t breathe;
Thinking about you isn’t all that easy.
It doesn’t make any sense to me
Cuz I’ve truly never felt this way be4
especially for a celebrity?
C’mon, who am I kidding?
But it all started from the day I saw you...
You came off stage after singing your hit single
Smiling with those glittering grey eyes of yours.
Maybe looking into them was a mistake...
Cuz you’ve seriously hypnotized me.
You’ve done something...
Something that doesn’t feel right...it feels wrong
But all at once there’s a blur when I hear your voice
& everything feels so.damn.good.
Seriously, iunno what’s wrong with me?
I’m alone inside and can only hear your voice
& I can’t find my mind cuz it keeps coming back to you
Always back to you!
Everyday listening to you has become a ritual,
& I don’t want it to be.
But I just have to, in order to feel satisfied and full
Becuz it’s the only way to find myself, the only way to find me.
Yeah I may sound like a lunatic at this point...
But I really need to express my feelings about this man
Cuz I feel trapped...in a heart that’s not joint
I really just need a second to breathe...
I don’t know if you call this love or obsession
but one thing’s for sure...it def. NOT infatuation.
I literally get weak in my knee
when I hear your voice...
The feeling is so strange...
I don’t know what it is
but baby let’s call this love.
Now I won’t rest until your mine
I have to fill this hole inside
& i can’t survive without you here by my side.
& until your mine I can’t be even close to complete...
(Copyright: Demi L.)
& even though this can never be real
cuz it’s just not a possibility...
who said dreaming wasn’t?
My state of mind has finally got the best of me
I need you next to me.
(Copyright: Demi L.)



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ckckckck .. nice note
wow, that note was amazing!!!
you really expressed your true feelings, love itt <3
Sweet, thanks !!
That was fantastic!!! I know exactly what you're talking about. It's like he has somehow hypnotized me..... Everytime I see him I go weak in the knees.....Thank you for your post....It was wonderful....
so beautiful you wrote that but its like I wrote it because every thing there I am feeling . just coooool poem
That was so beautiful! I feel everything you said. I tried hard not to get obsessed with Adam in the beginning but I could not help it. It's like he is helping me find out who I am and teaching me to be comfortable in my own skin. I had zero confidence in myself and was afraid to be myself. And now I can't describe the effect he has had on me. I am changing my whole life around. It's really crazy. Thank you for the lovely poem that has hit so close to home.